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“I’M CONFESSIN’ THAT I LOVE YOU”  by JoAnn Semones HMBJoAnn@aol.com                                                     

     It was 1957 and I was twelve years old.  Dad, who was a music buff, was taking me to an early evening concert at Valley Junior College.  This was a rare event because he was usually grinding out courses in management hoping to advance his career at a local California aerospace company.  His real passion was jazz and this particular night gave us the unique opportunity to see Louis "Satchmo" Armstrong. We fidgeted in annoying fold up chairs but counted ourselves lucky to be seated directly in front of a special platform built to accommodate the large crowd gathering to see Louis and his "All Stars."  Louis stepped casually onto the stage, chuckled slyly and pattered, "We really gonna lay somethin' on ya!"

     I was mesmerized from the instant the first electric notes were struck.  Dad played Louis’ records for me many times, but they paled compared to the real thing.  The drummer shimmied as if in a trance when he beat his sticks; the trombone player sent soft, slide tones soaring into solid and distinct bell tones;  the clarinetist oozed sweet phrasing and pitch.  Added to this was the vivacious vocal performance of the hefty Vilma Middletown who nearly brought down the house, as well as the makeshift stage which wobbled precariously as she bounced and swayed to the beat of each intricate piece.  Music came pouring out of them, exploding in tempo and energy.  Dad’s toes tapped wildly and my heart pounded uncontrollably along with the pulsating rhythms.

     The perspiration on Louis' brow glistened almost as much as his battered but glittering trumpet.  From the crack of the opening note, his performance was a dazzling display of virtuosity and inspiration.  As a trumpet player, he was considered by many to be an improvisational genius. His endurance and power were legendary.  As a singer, his style was as original as his trumpet playing.  He was one of the first singers in popular American music to include sounds made by the human voice which were not merely the repetition of notes on the scale.  Tonight, his lips were iron and his lungs had the strength of a hurricane, bending and twisting notes in his unexcelled technique. He bent notes as he sang, just as he did when he played.  He growled and grated, grunted and wheezed, for special effects.  And his gregarious spirit was nothing less than infectious.   

     Then, something extraordinary happened.  Just as Louis lowered his horn at the end of a tune, a small object flew off the stage.  I  glanced down to see a burnished brass object laying at my feet.  It was a trumpet mouthpiece.  I sat transfixed, staring reverently at the object as though it were something sacred.  This was not  just any mouthpiece.  This was the Hope Diamond of trumpet mouthpieces. It was Louis’, and through it, he shared his soul with the world.  Dad urged me to pick it up.  Slowly, I reached out and cupped it tentatively in my trembling hands.  As I lifted it from the floor I heard a gravelly voice above me say in a secretive tone, "Careful now, it's ver-ry hot!"  I looked up and was greeted by a face that seemed sculpted from the earth's own clay, a pair of soft twinkling eyes, and a generous mouth grinning fully at me.  I nestled the mouthpiece into the handkerchief Louis was extending to me.  He enfolded it along with my hands and with a gentle squeeze, cocked his head to one side, winked at me and purred, "This next one's just for you, honey."

    He chose "I'm Confessin' That I Love You."  Dad stretched his arm around me proudly and sang along unabashedly.  I was spellbound.  Magically, Louis’ song transformed into a vivid reflection of  Dad’s love for me.  Louis is gone now and so is Dad, but that melody and that moment still lingers in my heart.  I still hear Dad’s jubilant voice, those golden notes dripping like honey from Louis’ horn, and together we murmur the words that became his signature expression  -  "Oh, Yeah!"

JoAnn Semones, Ph.D., writes from her home in Half Moon Bay, California.  She specializes in historical and cultural education issues. Her latest article appears in "Mains'l Haul -  A Journal of Pacific Maritime History."    HMBJoAnn@aol.com  

                

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